Monday, April 26, 2010

Can't sleep!!!

Yes! I'm exhausted considering it's 3:00 am. I just have so much on my mind and it's keeping me awake. Haven't had much time really been very busy as everyone else. Sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed with everything I need to do! I do have to say I had a GREAT weekend with my kids. Hubby was out of town and I had the weekend off. The kids and I spent every minute together. They are my life and can't express in words how much I LOVE them! I realized how much I've changed within the last 4 yrs since I went back to work. I'm fortunate to have a job ( part time evenings 4 nights a week) but I feel a little burned out. I miss my kids! And when I say I've changed, what I mean is I've become less patient and always feel like I'm rushing especially with the kids. I run off to work pretty much right after my daughter comes home from school. My son is in 1/2 day K so I at least see him for a while. In the morning I'm trying to clean, grocery shop, volunteer at the school, try to help whoever needs help, study for assessment test, etc.... Having a bit of a rough time with it all. And it feels good to just let it all out right now. I'm sure I'll look back at this and see how crazy I really am and how I like to ramble on about everything!!
Sigh!!! All right! Calmed my self down. Will give sleep another chance. Nite Nite

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